Books That Transform Lives
Each book is a step toward healing, understanding, and empowerment. Discover powerful stories and practical tools for your journey.
The .38 Files: A Survivor’s Series
Written from lived experience. Necessary to break the silence. Told to set others free.
The .38 Files is a gripping and redemptive trilogy that traces the path of a survivor whose voice was stolen at thirteen and reclaimed 38 years later. Rooted in personal truth and told to empower, this series exposes, examines, and sets the author free, while leaving breadcrumbs along the healing journey for others.
.38 Silencer – Unfired Guns Still Kill
.38 Silencer tells the story of how LaWanda was groomed and molested from the age of nine, then impregnated at the age of thirteen, by a trusted family “friend”, who would later marry the very person who witnessed the abuse. This opening volume unveils the betrayal, the manipulation, and the moment her voice was forced underground. It is a deeply personal account of how silence isn’t always chosen, t’s often inherited.
Surviving the H.E.L.P., 38 Years of Smiling, Serving & Silencing the Truth
Decades passed, but the silence remained. In this second installment, LaWanda reveals what growing up in close proximity to the abuser of her story was like, in the home, at the family gatherings, and in shared spaces, all the while being covered by shame and fake smiles. It explores the textbook ways in which she buried her emotions, conformed to the expectations of others, and constructed an emotional prison, in exchange for acceptance. This is the survival story behind the silence and pulls back that mask she wore, until “panty gate” finally broke the silence.
Coming Soon
.38 Hot – Refuse To Remain Silent
This is the season of fire and brimstone. A season of reflection and demanding accountability, no matter the cost. No more hiding. No more pretending. Losses become losses, and wins are wins. In .38 Hot, LaWanda reclaims her power. She takes readers inside her therapeutic healing journey, the moments of clarity, grief, and courage that led her to speak out. Now, as a subject matter expert with 40 years of classroom experience under her belt, LaWanda uses her voice to expose the systems that blame victims and protect abusers. This final volume is not just a personal release; it’s a battle cry for freedom, truth, and advocacy.
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Silent Setups: Inside the Predator’s Playbook
Silent Setups is a bold and unfiltered deep dive into the calculated steps predators take to gain access to children, and the many ways families, churches, and communities unknowingly protect them.
Told through 10 gripping “setups,” this book walks readers through the grooming tactics LaWanda experienced firsthand, from trust-building to boundary-blurring. She didn’t know she was in trouble until she was in it, with no clear way out. Silent Setups exposes how these setups thrive in plain sight, especially when adults dismiss their intuition, prioritize image over truth, or remain neutral when children need protection most.
In this easy-to-read manual, Silent Setups is a wake-up call, a training tool, and a thought book written to draw the reader’s attention to things they may have just overlooked. It’s not written to scare, it’s meant to share the subtle universal patterns of deception that predators use, often with terrifying consistency. LaWanda Will B LaWanda breaks the silence not just to share her truth but to equip others with insight and language to finally put a name to what is regularly missed.
A Journal for the Silenced and Surviving
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This free download was born from a moment of rejection when LaWanda’s core family members decided to snub her on her 55th birthday, for releasing the truth.
LaWanda turned the pain of being dismissed into purpose. 55 Reasons to Heal became her gift to the world, a way to turn silence into strength and isolation into impact.
Created for survivors of childhood trauma or anyone carrying silent pain, this reflective guide offers 55 powerful reasons why healing isn’t just helpful, it’s necessary. Each reason is paired with a gentle mindset release statement and a journal prompt you can explore privately, using your own notebook or journal.
This resource is for those moments when you need to let it out, but don’t know who to tell. Whether you’re just beginning your healing journey or finally finding the words, 55 Reasons to Heal helps you write your way toward clarity, release, and power.
You don’t have to be ready to speak, you just have to be willing to write.
About Three Four Publishing Group
March forth. Tell the truth. Heal forward.
Three Four Publishing Group was founded by LaWanda Will B LaWanda to give voice to stories that challenge silence, expose injustice, and create space for healing. Named after the only date that forms a command, March 4th, this imprint exists to remind every survivor, truth-teller, and changemaker that the time to move forward is now.
Through memoir, educational tools, and advocacy-driven content, Three Four Publishing is committed to amplifying stories that matter, especially those that were once silenced.
Publishing with purpose. Healing through truth. Marching forth, one book at a time.